Ugh.

The LSAT is in a month and a half and I am stressing hardcore.

To postpone or not to postpone? That is the question...

Lately all these questions have been popping into my head too: Do I even want to go to law school? Do I even want to be a lawyer? How am I ever going to NOT be in debt? What if I bomb the LSAT and I just can't get in anywhere? What if I get in, do great, and then can't pass the bar? What if I pass the bar and start practicing and then discover that I HATE being a lawyer? WHAT THEN! Then I panic, shut my LSAT book and cook instead. Maybe I should scratch saving the children and go to Culinary school instead? Would that be a waste of a perfectly good future lawyer? Ugh...and so the questions in my head continue.

Then again, any time I've ever set foot in a court (even if it's been for not so good reasons) I've remembered why I want to subject myself to the misery that is a career in law. I try to stay focused on how I felt when I interned and how I really felt like I'd found my reason for being, a feeling I've never felt before or since then. It's the one thing I've ever known for sure and now it's slipping away in the face of possibly bombing the LSAT.

Oh well, I will keep studying and hopefully after June 8th my outlook on life won't be nearly as bleak.

P.S. The new Rancid song kinda sucks. Meh, they've been doing the same damn thing for almost 20 years!

I want to make this!

Cupcakes and Peas? Look again!

Waaaaaah!

I suck at updating this. I guess it's because there hasn't been much excitement in my life lately. Here are some updates, bulletin style:

* Work has been crazy insane.
* I need a vacation. I haven't taken a real vacation since summer of 2007. It's time.
* Still having trouble sleeping.
*Stomach problems are kicking in again...I need to de-stress STAT!
* Waaaaaaah!
*Lots of throughts floating around in my head. I'm trying to cut out some stressful factors in my life contributing to my chronic sickness...so far not so good...we shall see.

More fun stuff later, I promise.

Oh, and I heard Rancid was going to be on Kevin and Bean this afternoon! Debuting a new song? Hmmm...do I sense a potential new album/tour in the near future? That'd be amazing. And I promise not to get kicked out this time....

HIGH-Larious

I was having a discussion with a friend about Mel from Flight of the Conchords and how we'd both want to be friends with her, but not too good of friends because she might end up stalking us, but close enough where we could hang out with her a lot and laugh at her sheer awkwardness.

Anywho, this is AWESOME!!!!