The LSAT is in a month and a half and I am stressing hardcore.
To postpone or not to postpone? That is the question...
Lately all these questions have been popping into my head too: Do I even want to go to law school? Do I even want to be a lawyer? How am I ever going to NOT be in debt? What if I bomb the LSAT and I just can't get in anywhere? What if I get in, do great, and then can't pass the bar? What if I pass the bar and start practicing and then discover that I HATE being a lawyer? WHAT THEN! Then I panic, shut my LSAT book and cook instead. Maybe I should scratch saving the children and go to Culinary school instead? Would that be a waste of a perfectly good future lawyer? Ugh...and so the questions in my head continue.
Then again, any time I've ever set foot in a court (even if it's been for not so good reasons) I've remembered why I want to subject myself to the misery that is a career in law. I try to stay focused on how I felt when I interned and how I really felt like I'd found my reason for being, a feeling I've never felt before or since then. It's the one thing I've ever known for sure and now it's slipping away in the face of possibly bombing the LSAT.
Oh well, I will keep studying and hopefully after June 8th my outlook on life won't be nearly as bleak.
P.S. The new Rancid song kinda sucks. Meh, they've been doing the same damn thing for almost 20 years!
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to save the world or to just be, to do the misery of hardwork or to enjoy the instant moment, i say both, cook, study hard for the LSAT, take the bastard of the test, drink a stiff drink before and after, and see where the chips lie... but i know you'll do the dew, cuz that what you do... you'll be great sunshine... you'll be my law soon...and god knows i need one...bad=D
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